PENNY 4 TRANNY

if you find me on street
with yellow high heels
very long red dress
walking back & forwards
here and there, going nowhere
would you give me a penny?!

you meet me in a corner
waving hands someone never there
licking fingers strawberry
I thinks it’s gonna rain
oh God, how i wish to become and ostrich
would you gimme a penny?!

if you go to supermarket
you buy a lot of things
but when you go cashier
you don’t find money to pay
would you stay awake
or just make a pocker face
Elza! Elza! Elza Elza Elza!

Ok, so you travel somewhere in Europe
with a very nice sunset
living life is such a paradise
you Italian dick is amazing
by the way bitch, i’m HIV positive
hurry up and gimme my penny!!

if you meet me in Canarian Islands
with a black moustache
my best diamonds bracelet
and a beautiful horney bikini
shall i propose a manifest against capitalist system
in all its forms,
or you better just gimme a penny?!

my honey will use me
and then will abuse me
tomorrow i call him and maria bethania will send me a letter

Are you gonna gimme a penny?
A penny for a tranny?!

that’s all i want, that’s all i need
a little bit of penny could maybe make me rich bitch

i bit the apple

video clip part of research temporary (un)titled / or / POP CORN HAUTE COULTURE
one fragment of performative experiments currently on going inside post master program at A.PASS Brussels/BE.
mavi veloso © 2015

I BIT THE APPLE

Eu mordi a maçã.
Depois de um tempo eu mordi a mação.
Peguei a maçã detrás das costas, a mação tava presa na bunda, na saia, por dentro da saia.
I grab hold of the apple, bring it slowly from behind to the hips, to the belly, to the chest, bra, necklace, flower hair.
Bananas, Carmem, bananas!
Take a time and strike a posse…and bite it!!!
Bite the apple, chew it, bite more, more, more.
Bite more, Oh my God there’s too much inside my mouth.
I’m gonna throw it, throw it, throw it.
I’m gonna throw it.
And then?!
Let’s do it!
I walk from back forward to the camera, catwalk dance, dance, dance, dance, catwalk, floor, oh no, up up up up, hand belt feet leg thumb.
In the end I was eating all the chewed pieces of apple still lying in my hands and the floor.
Cleaning, eating, cleaning eating the apple I did this mess in the scene tonight.
Thanks!

I’M IN LOVE WITH MAN

i’m in love with a man
he doesn’t care much about my love.
i’m in love with this boy
he gives kisses but don’t sell what i want
it should be paradise
he’s my friend, we had sex some times
(like a gun, i shot myself with his gun
like a gun, i shot myself with his gun…)
we had lots of moments together
we cooked dinner, we took shower together
i mixed it all in my brain, i did a mess
i trans formed situations in love
it should be paradise
he’s my friend, we had sex sometimes
(like a gun, i shot myself with his gun
like a gun, i shot myself with his gun…)

if i be your darling, babe, will you love me?
if i be your darling, babe, will you take care of me? (2x)
if you take me home are we sexy? will you love me?
if you kiss me will it be happy? will you take care of me?

i’m in love with a man who doesn’t care much about my love. He’s my friend, we had sex some times (like a gun, i shot myself with his gun, he didn’t know it, he didn’t see it, he felt only a glance…), we had lots of moments together, we cooked dinner, we took shower together… i mixed it all in my brain. i did a mass. i trans formed situations in love. and now? i’m lost. and now who am I? and now who do want to be?

we had lots of moments together,
we cooked dinner, we took shower together,
i mixed it all in my brain, i did a mess
i trans formed situations in love
it should be paradise
he’s my friend, we had sex sometimes
(like a gun, i shot myself with his gun
like a gun, i shot myself with his gun…)

they will never know

we can tell the truth
we can hide behind the dark
we can tell a lotta lies
we all have sometimes to cry
but they will never know
they will never understand(x2)

we could be both blind
walk around or strike a pose
stop and dance, stand still
bump and crash between let’s go
but they will never know
they will never understand(x2)

they will all say it’s unecessary
but you got to try, to make what you want
the time will not come back

a million things to say
and dos and don’ts and needs
i wanna lazer hair
i want my body back
sometimes i sing a song
i need to take a shit
i know i’m getting fat
i think i’ll stop hormones
but they will never know
they will never understand

they will all say it’s unecessary
but what you try, you make
the time will not come back

we still don’t see a thing
we both blind go so deep
deep throat i do my best
calm down i’ve got too fast
i know i’ll stay hung on
from top to swing and sway
and then just after all
i’ll step high heels and prey
but they will never know
they will never understand(x2)

i know i’ll step high heels
so high to touch the top

they will all say it’s unecessary
but what you try, you make
the time will not come back

i’d move like nev’ before
to change this world us four
the sound should be so loud
all mics spread round and round
i say com’on let’s go
we have no time to lose
take pics, look strong, say yes,
you laugh, i shout, they burn,
a joint, my mom, that’s it,
i’m here, you there, we make,
this piece, stand still, don’t stop
today goes on and on…
but they will never know
they will never understand(x2)

they will all say it’s unecessary
but what you try, you make
the time will not come back