…like a gun, i shot myself with his gun…

…like a gun, i shot myself with his gun…

i’m in love with a man that i think doesn’t care much about my love. He’s my friend, we had sex some times (like a gun, i shot myself with his gun, he didn’t know it, he didn’t see it, he felt only a glance…), we had lots of moments together, we cooked dinner, we took shower together… i mixed it all in my brain. i did a mass. i trans formed situations in love. and now? i’m lost. who am I? who do want to be? can i? if i be your darling will you love me? if you take me home are we sexy? if you kiss me will it be happy?